My Life

Today is my first time i celebrate Independence day at USA. When i was at Indonesia i just happy because i got holiday and never felt anything else maybe i never proud with that day. But that are now what i miss. I miss when that day came people put flag in front of their home. And so many place had ceremony flag(upacara bendera). At the road so many people had a contest like balap karung, tarik tambang, makan krupuk and anything else they always made it different every years.
Today when i celebrate it here im feeling so excited and so happy and so proud become indonesian people. And i really miss Indonesia.
Btw, happy birthday Indonesia 67th..Merdekaaaa!!!!

This morning i dreamt about Jesus. In my whole life just that morning I dreamt about Jesus i never got that before. At my dreamt God didnt like what people describe before. Not same at all. God in my dreamt God used white dress, God wasn't big/tall in my dreamt God was short and didn't had beard. I didnt remember for sure about God's face. And God in my dreamt had a gentle voice (i thought that voice like women). God came and smile to me and God invited me to pray.
Before we prayed God gave me a signal with God's hand. God put God's hand on a pipe (like water pipe) but i still didnt understand what God mean. After that we prayed together. And after we prayed God started to talk with me and God said "The Gas will be explode". And God asked me run to safe place.
Yeah, i know that just a dream but i can get something at there. Like this, We always pray everyday but we can hidding from problem(problem always come although we always pray, but God want to tell us but we always cannot know what God mean and then we still go on with our problem and still pray and not leave God. With all of that God know that we never leave God and always be with God and God come again with another method to make we know how to out from our problems or to save us from our problems..
That is just in my head when i cogitate my dream.. What about you? Do you have anothere opinion about my dream or you have another dream like that. Let's Share with me.. GBU

It been 4 month i lived here.. Start everything from zero and hope will be hero (what the heck?? Lol).. Everything happened at here very different when i at Indonesia. Im still really miss my country. Everything at my country make me feel so miss with that. My mother, my brothers, my auntie, my niece and nephew, my grandmother, my friends, my last home, my last job and so many again make me feel so lonely here if i remember that.
But to make me back to there my it will be long time and very complicated if i do that..
Yeah, for now i just can do best i can do and make me feel comfortable at here.
And hope i will realy be a hero here and can happy live here.
Ah, the photo i put here is my new house... bigger than my last house but its still not make me comfortable at here.